Monday, January 28, 2008
Im blogging now becos im soooo freaking pissed.
WHO ARE YOU TO SAY THAT ABT ME.
are you at my house 24/7 to monitor mi?
jus becos u are holy and respected doesnt gif u the right to judge.
I HAVEN EVEN HAD A FREAKING EXAM FOR THIS SCH YET.
AND YOU ARE JUDGING.
YOU ACT AS IF WE OWE YOU SOMETHINGS.
would anyone say no to Santa?
so if u wanna be santa, shut ur gap.
ASKING UR OPINION BECOS WE RESPECT YOU DOESNT GIF U A RIGHT TO JUDGE.
Idiot.
butterfly
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12:38 PM
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Today is Jan 24th.
This will be a very very long entry (i hope. heehe)
Firstly, (i forget when was the last time i go, so i shall go refresh my memory)
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okies, so it was abt Unlce Lee.
So now, i shall blog abt my uninteresting life.
Celebrated sissy&actionpact's first yr(17thNov2007) tgt in Sentosa.
We watched the musical show, ate some buffet from the hotel(which tasted like shit) and basically slack there. but it was a good slacking time for us too, since we have been having a lil probs. But its all settled now. (:
We xchange gifts and i was glad i bought tt wallet for him, cos my intention was not to show how pricey or wat brand it is. I jus wanted to get him something nice and presentable so he can use it for the next 30YRS!! heehe...
and my dumb dumb bought me a pair of earrings from SK and he paid for the chalet and mic expenses. All n all he spend MORE THAN MI ok!!
so, THANKS DUMB DUMB!
The next exciting day was for XMAS, but it was not exciting at all. I had some other things in my mind. and i forced gene not to go his mum's family celebration--well..sort of la. like i say, i had some other things on my mind(read: Books).
anw, we borrowed the car and went to town for a movie.
so again, THANKS DUMB DUMB for understanding my weird temper and for all the troubles.
Next up will be NY eve, which was spent celebrating Zhen Feng's birthday. The first among us to be 21!! We sang K and mi and gene went down to countdown and we helped Huang Wen Yong take a pic!! heehe.. and then... we went home.
Actually, im more homely now. Its not tt i love sitting at the living room wif my parents. Its jus i need to STUDY! and many friends ve told mi tt i'm putting too much stress on NTH! but if u guys have seen me studying for my Os, mayb u will noe this aint counted as stressing up already. Anw, wat i really want to say is..
Now tt i've grown up (21st this yr), my thinking would ve to change. I often wonder abt this qns tt 'a friend frm e past' had asked,
'Wat ve u accomplish thruout ur 21yrs?'
i asked this qns many times but dumb dumb cldnt realli reply me. he could onli say 'car lience'. and tt was it? haha... how pathetic right?
But wait wait.. wat abt me den? I ve no car license, no biz under my name, no nth!
The best thing tt ever happened to me was passing my Os. I realli gave my everything tt time and so i hope to give everything i can now.
My view on life:
Give it ur all while u can. Don look back and regret.
Thou im not saying tt ur(our) life will be so wonderful and regret-less.
Try to make it the minimum la!
Okies, now for the resolution for 2007(hey! its nv too late for this!)
1. Change my temper
2. Make sure i complete wat i sld b4 the exams
3. Set a clearer path for myself
4. Get a cleaer view for dumbdumb n mi
5. Spend time w/ friends!!
Random-ness: Last sun i threw my temper in front of my friends. Not at them, its at him.
Dumb Dumb, i dono how u do it. U can jus tolerate me thru all the countless explosion. Im changing, i am. Its always been a prob for mi cos my mood change too fast. But im willing to change.
You also have stuff tt u need to change, so we do it tgt k?
Watever things we need to say to each other, ve been said.
so tt's all for u.
:)(:
i wanna make 1 pt even clearer.. I AINT STRESSING OVER NTH OR GG OVERBOARD. its jus i aint smart to begin wif. and i truely belief u earn wat u give. So, even though im nervous and scare till i cant breath properly and need pills to calm mi down, I noe when to relax and make time off for myself. I jus don wan to go thru tt dark period again. if u dono wat im refering to, my score for prelims Os are 28;33(or something like tt). Imagine the stress i was gg thru tt time. That was my dark period. Something i will remb and wanna avoid thru MY WHOLE LIFE.
okies, something for my pillars(who are all in NS now)
Thanks u two for standing by me. Thou Isk, u scare mi soooooooo freaking much till i got stomach flu!!! But thanks for all the support and laughter u guys!
My Pillars for LIFE!!
randomness again: my life transform itself since my poly life. From my past exp, i learnt to accept(not how to let go) and i learn tt some things cant be forced. I learn tt being tgt wif a bf doesnt mean i cant make time out for friends. and recently, i have been rejecting gg out wif him becos i wanna study. heehe.. even now as im typing, i wanna go back to my books. I learn tt things might not work out the way u plan and u can onli do ur utmost and hope for the best. Cos some things are really out of ur control. I learnt my flaws and im trying to change it. I became more str8-forward den i like to be. I learnt not to take things for granted, so dumb dumb..i will change. Jus like u say-it will take time. =)
oh oh.. my pri sch friend is always ahead of us. he's now a husband and father. wat i wanna say is.. IM GLAD IM NOT THE ONE! heehe..
Almost last but not least(heehe, u think its ending, huh?), if i don ever blog again till Aug/Sept.. PLS DON LUFF AT ME IF I DIN DO WELL FOR EXAMS! I WILL CRY!!
okies! Lastly!!! I WISH EVERYONE HAPPY AND WELL! AND BIRTHDAY PARTY IN MAY! MAKE URSELF FREE FOR MI PLSSSS!! heehe..
<33 Muacks!!
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butterfly
fantasy at
11:41 PM